When I'm upset I normally just cut myself off from the world. Today seemed like one such day. I woke up with my eyes all teared up. I felt low,depressed, messed up and very hungry all at the same time.Yeah I feel really hungry just after I wake up. I don't know why that would be important. But moving on, I guess I felt upset more than anything else. Today is not the only day when I woke up with tears in my eyes. Infact I've had a couple of such mornings. Today's episode reminded me of all those times. Sigh.
Anyway I got dressed, plugged my ears with music, took the train for college and wished I was invisible. Just for today. Just at that moment the lady seated opposite, smiled at me. I wasn't in a mood to smile back and I didn't force myself too. Yeah I can be mean at times. Anyway she was with this young girl who looked a little shy and was probably in her teens. The girl wore a suit salwar and had her head covered with a veil. The veil covered almost all of her face and I could only see her eyes. The lady smiled again and I looked at her wondering if she needed help with the directions. This time the lady spoke. She said her daughter wanted denims just like mine for her birthday. I smiled. Although the lady spoke in a tone as normal as could be, I thought there was something so sweet about the whole thing. I told the lady where she could get the same denims. I couldn't really see her daughter's face but her eyes sure looked as if she was smiling. I too left the train with a smile , feeling a lot better :)
Thank you for my sunshine moment.
Love.
=)
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